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ok today is the 31 i shall blog for the pass three days

hohos on the 29 hmms
no much happened hahas
took some pictures with hadfiz !! very lovely!!! hohos

-hadfiz gave me a flower!!! -marry me ok?
that was during geog lesson hahas

then went for fnn sat with darling hahas then made her angry cause i keep playin boo hoos sorry darling!!! then went home and did fnn and slept...

30 of may

hahas today i was late for history i gave the excuse that i had stomach ache hahas then later played soccer scored with my left leg for the first time... everyone was dumb founded hahas later the 4j people come play don't know they is play soccer or trying to injure people... keep kicking legs one... i tot i improved slightly hahs then later was racist match hahas i scored again!!!
then was geog map reading accidentally made druga angry hahas today is her birthday!! happy birthday dru!! one year more mature hohos after that mr tay talked to me... i felt so sad... really repentant...
olay people de hahas went for fnn again hahas first time i felt so happy with my work hahas then need to hand my stuff in on the 31st which is today hahs

31st may

mom and dad went to work so i slacked in the morning hahas listened to superstar for the whole morning it was by lupe fiasco nice song hahas did my fnn till just now i stopped hahas darling is now at aunt's house hahs i miss her!!!

and that will not happen!!! hahas just remind myself



today is the 28 of may hahas only need to go to school at 2 then the whole morning i play WOW...
hias anyway then FNN wait for teacher very long ... sat beside darling!!! hahas then we talked alot hahas then found out hui jin like to watch spongebob porn... lols


-pei qi is walking home ...




-this is sick!!! -same ice cream!!!!




-stare wad??? - the whole road to druga hohos...

then walked to bustop and saw ...


the girl who likes spongebob porn!!!



i irritate her hahas



she asked for it!! blackie!!! nono brownie



leaves!!!

new theory for me hahas i will sacrifice any leaves in order to get the yellow ones out then put back to the surrounding to let it grow... lols!!!

hahas blog until here hope that does not happen and as a matter of fact.. will not... hohos
ok byes not much to say today...




just finish my renovations finally!!! kudos to Druga help me the first part hohos feel free to look around!!! bye!!!


BELIEVED IN A MyRICLE



Will post for the past three days hahas will start with sunday~
Sunday 25 may~
OMG woke up early for bball again then one bunch of people come snatch my court....
after that went to look for teacher at about 4 hahas i was wearing some gay shit a pink with my trusty handbag hoho lao shi saw me then she laugh hahas then went to chelsea house to study... woah her house arh is like finiding a needle in a haystack lor soo difficult to find hahas her brother siao siao one... hahas keep disturbing us took some picts see!!



hoho my phone cannot take everything


some houses i saw on the way hohos


the things i saw there!!

Woah i must say the place chelsea lives in has lots of facilities hohos!!!
then later i tried to stand on this rock hahas at a koi pond nearly fell inside hahas
ask josephine wad happen hahas she saw!!!


nearly fell in hohos


also saw this unused kiddy ride outside her house


hahas this is the kiddy ride i was talking about!!!


after evrything lao shi prayed for us hahas then walk to heartland mall thereafter two girls con me for ice cream!!! hahas lols then my mother even fetch the con womEn home hahas jkjk they were josaphine and yun yu hahas

then i also tried to talk to qi ming hahas i know maybe i insult you last time hope you forgive me and be my friend hoho.

then the day ended hahas tomorrow was mt O lvls!!!

Monday 26 may~

O levels!!! MT!!!

hahas was quite ok for paper 1 then paper 2 also not problem
might wanna retake if grades are not satisfactory hahas after that my darling say her arm got frost bite cause in the stupid air con hall for too long hahas then i say don't have she say have...
then i say orh hahas
Mrs yoga called some students out... not because they were smart ... but because they did badly for the MYEs... and i was one of them.... talk one whole load of .... then can go....

waited for druga to go play pool in the end nvr go she say want go home hahas

then went home and wanted to play bball so call darling play with me end up nvr play hahas only walk walk then send her home hahas took a picture with her:


both of us make a great pair!!!


then later at home don't need to study so GY call me play runescape so i try wah play awhile... still think WOW is the best!!! so went to play wow hahas still miss you guys also wor the ppl then go malaysia hahas. then tomorrow got mock exam paper and shooting competition...

Tuesday 27 may~
hohos 9 months le darling love you lots hope will still carry on us being together!!!
some pict she sent me last time with elmo!!! my darling very pretty de only me not handsome...



hohos shes the cutest!!! like that hug elmo later he die O.0??


today got some stupid mock math paper lols like it will help liddat.... paper after paper after paper you teachers really think that will help?? anyway i was so angry i just handed in a blank paper... lols...

then later got shooting comp hahas very sad maybe because not really prepared so did shoot very well hahas anyways had funny marching out hahas all of us were palying afool lor hahas then got scolded my mr Sara hais... oh yes~ there was thie damn funny ho keep saying that sir CK like miss leow then ask miss leow don't eat up all the food shhhh!!! hahas then another sir say sir Ck iis a HANGMAN!!! lols!!! took pictures with bro and sis hahas the stupid bus keep jerking cannot take properly hahas



ahh don't grab me!!!! point point disappeared for awhile hahas


and back again!!! disappear again O.O make cute face then simon don't want...


woops best picture of the day!! AWWW crap!!! Boots of brothers and sister


move a muscle and we will kill you!!!

had lots of fun then changed and when home hahas just now talked to dru hahas her mother talk to me hahas tell me i cannot angry with my mother very true k!! hais but sometimes she scold me i don't like hahas anyways its late hahas till next time!!!




today is the 24 of may... lols still very frustrated with my results then i shall talk about 23 first cause i nver blog yesterday... hahas yesterday very funny... teacher suddenly come back to teach us hahas wah then i very funny i go XL with boon how then he say he donno whether to laught with me or to beat me up hahas of course laugh with me lah i am you good friend lei hahas after that clean class... lols then teacher say only 6 ppl don't need see parents and she was one of them... so envious hahas but of course i happy for her lah she my darling lei hahas way to go man!!! for her and myself hahas i shall do my best for o level on monday!!! hahas then after school druga and josephine ask me go makan hahas we go mos burger makan then i eat beef burger hahas then druga also eat beef lei!!! i am not being racist here but i tot indians shouldn't be eating beef??? nevertheless... she ate beef... hahas lol!!! then josephine eat beef also hahas all eat beef then later i still not full so i eat one more chicken burger wah damn sian lor i in school my dear bag the strap break then i need to carry like handbag hahas... make me look like a girl... but at least i look good even if i look like a girl hahas then after that i was holding my cube hahas then alot of ppl look at me again hahas then i was thinking whether they looking at me or the cube hahas maybe its me?? hahas or both hahas or just the cube?? =( hahas then very funny stephanie call josephine ask her help take books then later she call and say she take le then i was like woah so fast?? hahas then later i very stupid i walk walk then want to msg GY then found out my phone missing guess who took it??? the two girls wah lao i scared until i nearly peed in my pant the two idiot stand down there and laugh wah!!!! hahas then nvm i later go back school then we go library study hahas then the worst thing is rain so all the boys come in they melvin take one dictionary and show us the chinese meaning of the F word hahas and you know wad is it?? its roll your mother egg hahas!!! wah lao i laugh until i nearly want to roll on the floor then the people sitting beside us tot we siao one hahas see i point to it hahas!!!

hahas after that we call lao shi come teach us chinese hahas so funny lor we prayed for god to touch us hahas althought i didn't really felt his presence hahas but i noe he would be behind me hahas so later when we study got one wear red shirt girl come ask teacher about chinese didn't want to see her so i told josephine that we both go buy drinks hahas that time druga go home le hahas then wait until the girl left hahas then i go back inside hahas i very jialat i cannot finish one compo in 2 hour.... lols i think i going to die... then later the librarian come tell us the library closing then lao shi give her the fakest smile i ever saw in the world wah lao soo funny lor hahas then later go out lao shi conficate my cube hahas of course is i gib her myself lah hahas i so guai hahas then told lao shi i want to be a photographer then she say its ok but then need to build up profile... wah sianz lor... the after that saw sak and nisa then they say i damn gay carry the bag hahas then still nvm so me and sister walkt to bustop then i stupid go try climb a ledge end up my pants tear so damn paisei hahas then need to walk like got no balls !! lol!!! hahas then later me sister and yun yu go find lao shi at hougang mac wah keep joking lor hahas but also got study lah hahas tehn still study until 1.... wah i reah home i just see my bed then piak then i sleep liao hahas then tomorrow morining which is today hahas i decided i shall lose some weight too so go play bball hahas then my bro damn rough lor hahas then later i run around the court hahas after that go eat chicken rice with my gramps and auntie hahas at toa payoh hahas the my grandfather very funny my aunt ask him bring my grandmother into the toilet in one chicken rice store actually we not eating there de he go tell the waitress we need table for nine hahas later he realise it was wrong then he quickly run out hahas the ask my mother go in and bring my grand mother out hahas so funny hohos the afther eat finish we go to my mom's manager;s house her name call auntie helen then go see her puppy called babe hahas soooooo cute lor then she won't bite de just nibble at my hand hahas then seem to like me alot hahas maybe because she know i handsome hahas JKJK!!! hahasthen so later go home and then start my MT intensive wah study sutdy until one friend msg me say he want kill him self wah i so scraed lor quickly tell him don't walh heng arh hes modmad my punching bag!!!! hahas so i cannot lose him way to go good friend!!! hahas then later study until about 8 9 o clock my mother go buy food then eat hahas so now i still in intensive hahas o yes i have decided that i will try to take nice pictures during the holidays hhas and thats all hehes



today i am so frustrated... i don't noe what am i heading for one part of me want to take photos for life and the other part of me hopes to get me killed in some lab experiments in the lab... hais today in chinese intensive... stupid people make so much noise... then the girls in my class all those super noisy ones keep screaming and shouting like ****.... wah then me and shawn and boonhow and samuel keep going outside to spar then one part i just hold shaun with one hand hahas so proud lor!!! later me zhong wei and junming and samuel go out cause too noisy then we sit outside like some beggars hahas ... hahas hais but i don't beat my friends de so no worries i won't kill him anytime soon hahas. then today the GY finally msg me hahas he stupid la go play with password on his phone then lock it... kudos to you!!! hahas, thanks for everything bros/siss hahas thanks for the encouragement i really appreciated it hahas i am also going for shooting com ... miss leow don't even know i got 88/90 for my marksman... good for her to know now hahas...



Omg... today is a really sad day i found out that i have only passed 2 subjects... how to caryy on like that?? i also don't know... everyone else including her is getting better but i am not. druga did superbly well for her geog and only failed her maths... my brother got As for all his subjects and my friend got second in class for his history... WTh? what have i been doing? sleeping overnight and just forgeting about everything... when i think about it i just want to let it out in tears. why put me through this? constant torture and everything. when everyone including the ones you love and adore is getting better but not you. simon didn't fail even one, josephine failed one, dominic three, samuel 4 and the worse of the lot me, i failed 5 subjects. why think about moving on when i cannot get the basics done right? just hope to end my life sometimes like just put a gun in my head and get it over with but there are too many things, promises and promises that i have never fulfilled everyone has put lots of hope on me and i just keep failing them WHY? when i think of people who always play and still get good grades i feel so unhappy... why can i just be like them? i don't noe anyway i have myself to blame... lazing around... hope things get better cause i really want to do something good in my life make the people i love in time to come happy and buy them whatever they want. thats all i hope for, well... i really hope to stay there in the island and not go anywhere but everyone has to face it. yea... maybe one day this will get better and i can move on smoothly in life...



Woah just came back from an island in malaysia like 14 hours away from singapore hahas cause mom got company outing then just finish MYE so go together hahas brought all my cube there ok!!! hahas the 5x5 4x4 and my favourite 3x3, hahas favorite cause i can solve the fastest lor
hahas on the bus sat at the back ate lots of titbits and sweets hahas then 10 o clock then go on the bus then next morning then reach lor!!! at like 9??

-mom and dad!!! -mom and me -bro back view

then i reach the shore i think total got abt hmmms 25 ppl go then only got like 6 is pri 6 to sec 4 hahas of course i oldest lah can? hahas then we sit on bumpy boat to the island so called "redang" hahas actually its not redang its called perhentian island then stay in the bubbles beach resort hahas all my mother the company people are one fun bunch all like to talk rubbish....

mom's boss (very nice and funny lady)

hahas lol then first day we change then go waddle in the sea hahas wah liu so many sea cucumber hahas scare the s*** out of me lor hahs then got briefing then we go mock snorkeling around the island hahas see nemo and anemone ??? hahas then got colourful fish then our "tour guide" from UK de ok !!! don't play play he is called chris then 19 years old very handsome de hahas then we go see fish fish then later guess wad!!! we play soccer on the beach wah then my leg below actually got cut by glass de lor hahas but still play like nobody business hahas then got one uncle call francis very tall then he carry me !!! imagine carrying some 60 kg ppl??? hahas very strong my father try but the cannnot i beat him!!! hahas then we play beach volley ball

-the winners!!! -the loser!!!-booo!!!

very fun lor got one jie jie call boon pei then stand down there keep saying ball cannnot reach her so my daddy go hit to her but then she cannot catch... hahas lol she somemore wear bikini then look very funny...?? hahas my mama say take pic with her show my girlfriend hahas so no choice take pic with her hahas then my father serve the ball in the beach volleyball game then we win in straight shots ok!!! hahas 15-1??

eh pass to me lei!!! -ok give you - i cannot reach!!!- don't look i was forced to!!


hahas yeah then they go bury me in sand then make some funny thing on me hahas done by my mama the boss hahas so obscene lor!!! then the sand very heavy i cannot come out but in the end still can hahas lols then we eat dinner then at the table keep playing rubiks cube then ppl like never see me play before hahas then start to talk to guan yu hahas the we play rubiks cube together hahas damn cool the foo ok lah not too the bad the manaher call hadrick hahas very nice guy also very handsome then all the aunties want his number hahas LOL!!! woops don't have his photo hohos

then later go my room play psp and listen music until late late hahas wah so shiok lor hahas love it man then outside the ppl play majong non stop de hahas they also talk to us abt turtles hmmms got 7 species and only 5 can be found in malaysia then only 4 will lay eggs in malaysia's shores hahas then if tail long is male then tail short is female hahas so funny de lors then later playing cube halfway one auntie ask me"perform" for her kids hahas i felt soooo proud hahas then at night go sleep damn cold brrrrr....

hahas then next morning 9 have to wake up all the face sian sian hahas then we go 3 places snorkelling first is coral garden then go turtle bay the go shark point-something like that hhas turtle bay very funny call turtle bay but only saw 2-3 turtles .... hahas but then shark point me and GY saw alot of sharks lor hahas very nick the chris guy say the shark is vegetarian...

the one on the right is chris!!

hahas i think so lor they like never eat fish de hahas afther that go back to the beach hahaa then build sand castle with bro and GY very funny lor the wave come all also bye bye hahas then later we go dig a pit then can sit the 3 of us .after tat we go kayaking witht GY my bro my mama boss and the two girls hahas very funny my bro alwya lagging behind the two girls paddling always not syncronised then very funny hahas then only me and GY in front hahas but not go very far lah only around the beach then later tired so want to go back to shore then say our pit kena destroyed by some ppl wah then tell them they still go put more sand inside then give up nvm hahas then later give my kayak to another person then take GY's kayak aroung then actually want to rock the two girls the boat but the very paisei later they capsize then very troublesome hahas so i just hold there and just keep screaming cause i scared touch SEA CUCUMBER!!! ARRGHH hahas then later they all say don't want kayak le so all the kayak bring up hahas then all the ppl all nua nua no strength end up i am the one keep carrying kayaks here and there wah hahs but nvm as long as my kayak in the watter can le hahas then later tea break the the stupid air con keep tripping i sweat until like i just bath like that hahas then later i saw on ant hahas so long see arh ------ so long you know then i quickly kill it wah hahas then go his room first then try to open the stupid locker hahas then i angry i go wack it lor hahas but also no use de also never open hoho then he no choice just go my room then later jiu stay in the room le until dinner

-this is gy!!! - hohos ok ready to go -and gone...
going to snorkelling
then go out eat then every where we go me and GY always bring the cube hahas damn funny lor keep krak karak karak the cube dinner i very good ok!! only eat rice and veggie hahas then play rummy o hahas very diffcult to game lor i very poorthing one game i draw until table no more cards then no choice have to start putting then lose hahas wah second day le then miss my darling so much hahas then later at night we go see turtle lay egg hohos i kena bitten by something then i shriek then evryone look at me hahas so paisei hahas but then see awhile then very bored so go back to the room psp awhile then go sleep le then next morening woke up at 6 wah then need to catch the 830 boat back to the jetty hahas so sad lor wave goodbye to everyone

this is uncle francis (hes crazy de) me and GY

wah wanna cry hahas then later on the boat we play the cube AGAIN hahas then got one uncle very funny see liao then very amazed then my mother jiu take all the the cube show him then i solve one by one hahas so cool man!!! then later reached the jetty then very fuuny we later than the other group but then we arrive first hahas then cut my thumd on a tin can then the bllod like water flow out like taht wah pain pain hahas going back that time sat with GY then listen to music and play cube hahas then sleep wake up sleep wake up hahas then we keep saying jokes after that stop to eat.

my mom explaining how to play it(the cube) family pic~ in the restaurant this two untie very funny one!! hahas auntie joe and auntie carol
eat finish le we go back bus again then later actually wanna blue tooth GY something then saw one KO ADVISORY and one crown prince hahas then later found out the KO advisory is a guy one hahas very curious the crown prince is whos one hahas then on the way back hahas then stop at lots of toilet hahas then the bust jerk like nobody business lor boom boom boom then all the thing drop hahas wah then later my mama damn smart we after yong peng stop then we eat and buy bubble gum she damn zai lor she just put in the plastic bag then just let them scan!! hahas then nothing happened lols then my passport i keep putting in the reader wrong place hahas but lucky i got ic le so never let the person stop hahas so later we on the bus very funny the aunties keep talking about the trip hahas then say don't want to go work lor hahas then they wanna bring majong into the office hhaas the bus allso got problem de suddenly the engine die then lucky don't need push car cause the uncle can start hahas then we reach le hahas go our seperate ways le hahas but really missed the fun hahaas hope got another one of this kind of trips hahas

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