Omg... today is a really sad day i found out that i have only passed 2 subjects... how to caryy on like that?? i also don't know... everyone else including her is getting better but i am not. druga did superbly well for her geog and only failed her maths... my brother got As for all his subjects and my friend got second in class for his history... WTh? what have i been doing? sleeping overnight and just forgeting about everything... when i think about it i just want to let it out in tears. why put me through this? constant torture and everything. when everyone including the ones you love and adore is getting better but not you. simon didn't fail even one, josephine failed one, dominic three, samuel 4 and the worse of the lot me, i failed 5 subjects. why think about moving on when i cannot get the basics done right? just hope to end my life sometimes like just put a gun in my head and get it over with but there are too many things, promises and promises that i have never fulfilled everyone has put lots of hope on me and i just keep failing them WHY? when i think of people who always play and still get good grades i feel so unhappy... why can i just be like them? i don't noe anyway i have myself to blame... lazing around... hope things get better cause i really want to do something good in my life make the people i love in time to come happy and buy them whatever they want. thats all i hope for, well... i really hope to stay there in the island and not go anywhere but everyone has to face it. yea... maybe one day this will get better and i can move on smoothly in life...
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