Tuesday, July 29, 2008
So much for my happy ending
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were dead
So much for my happy ending
Yes yes this was palgarised its from avril lavigne, My Happy Ending and yes babe, you are all that i want for my happy ending =)
happy anniversary, ling =)
its 11th month! muacks =)
but i still making your pressie!!!
hahas will take a while tho =)
ok the congratulatory note is also 2 days late!!!
hahas hope you appreciate k??
love you@@@
but got some in the song is wrong wrong so not all for you hehes!!!
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10:47 PM
Friday, July 25, 2008
today i played bball with samuel boon shaun khairul wilson hs and relief teacher hahas boon shaun and teacher and me made a great team!!! i scored three out of 10 of the teams goals i think the rest was boon and shaun and teacher!!! khai groped me!!! hmph pervert!!! hahas
today darling made a chocolate cake for me for 11th month hahas thanks darling we will go on and on!!! hahas you are my sunshine!!! muacks!!!
so nice!!!
hahas nothing much to talk abt today ahyway i gtg now byes!!!
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10:17 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
ever since that thing happened
life has never been the same
i don't know if getting emo suddenly helps
but thats what i am doing so if i sleep in class or what
i am just sick and heart broken
there is no more smile on my face guys and thats until things get better
leave me alone k?
i am not going to blame you
just leave me alone
time will heal everything
weird things happened today
my mind just flashed backed
1i, 2g, 3f, npcc chalets that i have went to
trips, malacca su zhou
thinking back at the really fun times we had
i really wish i could stay at those times forever
when every one was just happy together
you know?
really happy playing playing and playing
if anyone allows i will stay there forever
just living day by day with the people who were them
in the old classes
just having fun together like we did before
how i feel now is just rubbish
and thats the only apt word to describe it
rubbish.
my life is rubbish too
if not for her and my friends and family
i would have been gone long ago
and anyone know what is the happiest thing in my life?
yes
its when i had friends like josephine simon gerald samuel dominic and druga and many more
and when i got her, ying²
those were the happiest moments in my life
but i have blown it
myself
i am to be blamed for everything
ya
i was just not tactful enough
but i too deserve a second chance don't i?
it would be super unfair for me to just end everything like that
the mutual trust that has been built for so long
i really cannot take another one of these
cause losing a friend is as good as sending them to the gallows and never seeing them again
i don't want that and all this
broken and breaking stuff
its tearing me apart
just feel like crying when i think about it
you know?
like really cry your heart out kind
i don't know.
how you feel druga
i know you still care
but give me a chance
please.
now i hope i offend you no more writing this on my blog
if its does
i will be most willing to take it off straight away
i promise
those things i said in my previous post was just anger and a hurt ego
like you too
so why can't you just forget?
i am in no position to say anymore things cause ii don't have any power to do anything
whether you want to reconcile is your choice i have no say
but i believe you are not such a person and if you are then
lets all hope time will heal the wounds
for the last time
thanks for everything =)
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10:27 PM
Friday, July 18, 2008
bygones are already bygones and i will not remove that post cause its what i have wanted to say
fake or not fake that is up to you to decide
cause i don't have the power to change anything
i don't know what are you trying to get at too
but i just know what i am trying to get at,
change.
thanks for being a friend.
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11:39 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
whatever happened in the past week and few days, i don't want to go on rambling on it anymore
really
i don't know what is happening to me
i really want to know
what the hell is happening to me
all this unconcentration in class
and everything i making me sick
HP is gone too
thanks to mr arasu
anyway friend,
everything i want to say i have said its now up to you to decide if we are still
good/ best/ normal friends
i don't have the power to decide anything
whatever the case
bear in mind your friends will never leave you alone
suffering, really anything just tell or say out
you will feel better anyway
serious
maybe we might not be able to help
but at least you have let some of it off your chest
so friend,
hope you are not angry with me anymore
ya thats all
P.S: friends are the only idiots willing to wait on you for anything
friends are also the only idiots who will give more than they ask for
friends are like marbles clear of their minds and telling their friends what are their problems
and friends are the ones who will never leave your side when you are in DEEP SHIT
I Tried To Warn You at;
11:00 PM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
today nothing happened and yes i am lying...
sorry abt what i posted
guess i will have top remove it like josephine did the last time...
guess you can never thake what i have said
guess we can never be the friends we used to be
and whatever the reason you are saying you were angry with me
geez... i think its just accepting what a friend is like
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9:06 PM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
has been 4 days guys hahas
my viewwometer has been going up hahas leave me some tag even if you don't know me =)
(comments ??)
well last few days have been crappy
watched hancock!!!
great movie
actually hancock does not like peoople calling him asshole =)
so don't!!!
hahas
headache the next day didn't go to school
my rouge is now 55!!!
15 lvls to 70!!!
shall not play so much now tho =)
hahas oh yes people
my neighbour has moved out
byes byes to them
pics i took this week
quite lames ones
well
123456789!!! hahs random stuff =0
hehes i look stupid...
ok time to work so shan't blog anymore =(
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9:33 PM
Saturday, July 5, 2008
heyo people hahas joshua ask me update so i update hahas school reopen le!!!
very boring trip to bottle tree park !!! booo!!!!
took a picture tho
played some stupid gaames....
hahas
then it was wednesday my cousin made a mask look!!!
i look like a spartan!!! rawr!!!
hahas then i had pepper with aunt and cousins after that i felt giddy
not very nice i tot...
now!!! exclusive picture!!! i think i will be killed the next day if i show this!!!
tada!!
behold its.....!!!! shhh~
on saturday mom's bdae i want to leave the house....
sorry mom
i was screaming and crying for an hour i think telling her everything i wanted to tell her =(
after that we both agreed to change
thanks mom =)
monday nothing much then
hahas i finally finished my destiny on wed some pics +)
hahas nice model kit =)
then friday had youth day tried to tie mr kuan up oh yes went to parliament house on thursday too =)
i also broke a test tube on wednesday hahas so one test tube away from 2 that kimberly broke =)
say darling play soccer on friday hahas girls play soccer also very rough de hahas then after that grouped studies with druga and pei qi later dru walk me to cp then she kept insulting me boo hoo hoo hahas but nvm next time i say her back thanks druga anyway!!!
todays satuday hahas doing fnn and blogging then no more to say liao hahas byes!!!
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12:55 PM
