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You can change but you'll come back for more; It's a game & we're all victims of love.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008

ever since that thing happened

life has never been the same

i don't know if getting emo suddenly helps

but thats what i am doing so if i sleep in class or what

i am just sick and heart broken

there is no more smile on my face guys and thats until things get better

leave me alone k?

i am not going to blame you

just leave me alone

time will heal everything

weird things happened today

my mind just flashed backed

1i, 2g, 3f, npcc chalets that i have went to

trips, malacca su zhou

thinking back at the really fun times we had

i really wish i could stay at those times forever

when every one was just happy together

you know?

really happy playing playing and playing

if anyone allows i will stay there forever

just living day by day with the people who were them

in the old classes

just having fun together like we did before

how i feel now is just rubbish

and thats the only apt word to describe it

rubbish.

my life is rubbish too

if not for her and my friends and family

i would have been gone long ago

and anyone know what is the happiest thing in my life?

yes

its when i had friends like josephine simon gerald samuel dominic and druga and many more

and when i got her, ying²

those were the happiest moments in my life

but i have blown it

myself

i am to be blamed for everything

ya

i was just not tactful enough

but i too deserve a second chance don't i?

it would be super unfair for me to just end everything like that

the mutual trust that has been built for so long

i really cannot take another one of these

cause losing a friend is as good as sending them to the gallows and never seeing them again

i don't want that and all this

broken and breaking stuff

its tearing me apart

just feel like crying when i think about it

you know?

like really cry your heart out kind

i don't know.

how you feel druga

i know you still care

but give me a chance

please.

now i hope i offend you no more writing this on my blog

if its does

i will be most willing to take it off straight away

i promise

those things i said in my previous post was just anger and a hurt ego

like you too

so why can't you just forget?

i am in no position to say anymore things cause ii don't have any power to do anything

whether you want to reconcile is your choice i have no say

but i believe you are not such a person and if you are then

lets all hope time will heal the wounds

for the last time

thanks for everything =)

I Tried To Warn You at;
10:27 PM